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risen from the dead...kind of lol.

heeeey. do any of you guys even remember me? :D?

i was looking through this journal's f-list for the first time in a year, and there are so many people that i don't talk to anymore or have left lj. so basically, i feel sad because i didn't get to say bye or anything. :| but i hope you are all doing well, etc. this is totally reminscincing, 'cos kpop fandom is totally not as nice as jrock fandom and i miss all the friends i made here.

add me on msn, if you want to reconnect or chat: pizelust@hotmail.com.
 
everything else put aside, merry christmas to all of you. : )
aoiha - interview

"i love this record, baby, but i can't see straight anymore"

...it's been almost three months since I've posted anything Gazette-fandom related.
And as much as it pains me when I think of all the effort I've put into loving Aoiha and Reituki and spending hours compiling what I have in my fikku archive and all of the emotional investment my readers had in my writing, it pains me to say that

I think I've fallen out of love with this.


I know giving up is bad but after opening up my word processor and literally staring at the half-finished manuscripts of "Eyes on You" and "Gray Space" for two hours, I felt nothing. There used to be a feeling when I wrote but now, I feel like I have to force myself to write and I don't think any of you want to read half-assed crap or a plotline that's so strained because the point of it is not to entertain or evoke feelings but to simply finish.

Most of you probably won't even read this because I haven't even updated this journal in so long, but I'd like to get this out there instead of leaving you guys hanging.

To be honest, I wrote to get the comments. I liked hearing feedback from my readers and seeing how much they liked it or didn't. After "Dahlia" finished, the fikkus I wrote weren't as successful as I wanted them to be and that's how I lost interest. That, and the fact that I realize that there are other things I want to focus on more in my life, like university and spending time with the friends I just realized I have actually ignored for a very long time and practicing for the dream audition. Not to say that this decision was at all influenced by statistics, but rather that I am very thankful for the time and kind words we have exchanged for almost two years now. 

It made me very happy.
Hopefully, this won't come as shocking news to anybody but thank you and I'm sorry. *bows*

P.S. I will continue to beta though, so no worries to those people.


love, calorie-zero.
6 february 2009.
happy belated twenty-seventh birthday ruki.

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"my endless moment, forever"

So my hiatus isn't working out so well. I have no intention to actually study calculus even though I'm failing and I didn't get into Stanford (shocking, not XD) but yea.

I figured I'd pop back in instead of wasting my time with a math book. *pushes it aside*

Something should be updated by Christmas (hopefully, not all of you have run off to your vacations in foreign places). I know I made a wishlist last year for Christmas but I thought about it and there's really nothing I'm totally in love with at the moment. That, and I kind of realized I'm bad at corresponding with people and gifts and thus should not ask for anything this year! :D

Actually, even though I don't sound like it, I'm very excited at the moment! Two huge new things have just debuted in my life and I really hope they're both going to be a success. And even if they're not, I guess it's okay 'cos I still have you guys here and this LJ to cheer me up over whatever whenever.

 

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"he's just my style: grease. let me make pancakes with it"

SEMI-HIATUS
5 december - 20 december

It's the last few weeks of the semester and I have anywhere from three to six finals in two days very very soon~ So I would like to do good on them!
Therefore, "Eyes on You," "Gray Space," "Silhouettes," "Paradise," and "Invitro" (which I have decided I will try to continue) are all on hold for the moment. I may sporadically update any of them but not very likely because my calculus textbook will probably magically grow arms and legs and kidnap me. D:

I will be back, for sure, on the twentieth of December!
Until then, please wish me luck and don't forget about me. :D
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"without you, baby"

I went shopping on Saturday and got a bunch of new clothes so I thought, as I was cleaning out my clothes on Sunday, why not do a photoshoot? 8D

So I did.
I'm kind of a little hesitant to post since I didn't wear any makeup and I was too lazy to photoshop them but...here they are anyways! I love my new striped hoodie-vest thing (and the chain-lock necklace <3).

Leave a comment, if you wish. <3

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Eyes on You [4/7]

Title: Eyes on You

Author: calorie-zero

Parts: 4/7

Pairing: Aoi/Uruha, Reita/Ruki
Rating: PG-13

Genre: AU, Drama, Humor

Warnings: the usual
Disclaimer: Unfortunately fiction. *tear*

Summary: Uruha has one last chance to catch Aoi's heart before graduation and Reita knows that it's not going to happen without a little bit of Ruki's magic touch to those oversized clothes and geeky glasses. But what he doesn't know is that Uruha isn't the only one that gets to fall in love...

Notes: Oh, there might be a bit of a surprise. :D

 

 

 
 

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I've been noticing lately....that there are a lot of comments on my past fikkus!

And I'd like to thank everybody who commented on those very much~ Even though I might not get around to replying to those, I want you to know that I read them and they made me super-happy. :D

If you added me as a friend in the past month, I swear I am going to add you back! I just keep running out of time. D:
Another slight heads-up that doesn't really pertain to most of you, but...if you're going to add me as a friend, please comment. I am getting adds from people with some strange wicked-googly names and I'm kind of irked as to who (or what) they could be.

Anyways....something interesting I found today:

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Paradise [2/5]

Title: Paradise
Author: calorie-zero

Chapters: 2/5

Pairing: Aoi/Uruha

Rating: PG-13

Genre: AU, Drama
Warnings: the usual
Disclaimer: Unfortunately fiction. *tear*

Summary: Forced to redeem himself for his lack of good deeds as an angel, Aoi unwillingly becomes a poor college student’s guardian and finds that he is more than willing to stay with this human for as long as he can.

Notes: I decided to put in a little twist (and if you don’t see it, it's not a problem).

 

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